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I want to inspire people. I want someone to look at me and say, " Because of you, I dint give up"

Oh my, this caption really touches my heart.

Can I be someone's inspiration?
In what aspect?
Is it possible?

I cant take care of myself but then I want to help other people? Hehh, just forget about it.
But I do enjoy when people share their problems with me. Just listen and learn from their story.
People can give advice but the best support is through actions.

Start from basic, I really need to put myself together now. Have a stable spiritual and emotional status.

Just remember how stupid I am during my highschool. Do I really want to repeat the same mistakes?

I got goals. The reasons for me to stay strong in facing this life. I need to be strong. The people wont be nice as you thought they will be.

I got friends, here in USM but they are just friends. Yes, indeed I can learn a lot about their personality, behaviour etc but.........it is not the same. Friends who really can accept my flaws. Friends that I can really trust with all my heart. Although now i have problems in trusting people.

Most importantly, I need to trust myself. How can people trust you if you dont trust urself? Be someone with 'hati kering', taking care of others nicely although they treat you like shits. Be a person people wont forget. Can you do it?

I guess there is more to come. You are just being childlish. Please start growing up Rasya.

RASYA FARHANAH