Space?

Assalamualaikum, hey. 

So I've deactivated my Instagram, Facebook and Twitter accounts. I need to be gone for a while. I need some space. To think clearly. To adapt to my current situation. Maybe only then I will find myself back. I'm gonna update my blog from time to time, inshaa Allah.

Mierah out.

A Chance of A New Start

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. and hello everyone.

I have been wanting to post some things on this blog but I can't seem to find the kerajinan to do so. But, today, since my life is changing again, I feel like writing to at least update, to those who care (thank you so much) about my life.

First thing first, hey it's the first post of the year 2017. So Happy New Year, everyone! When I read about other people's resolutions on Twitter, it hit me hard because I don't have any resolutions this year. I felt weird. I really couldn't remember what my last year's resolutions were (I'm not even sure I even had one lol). But, I hope yours will come true *insert peace sign*

In my previous old post, I mentioned about going to Indonesia to further my study in Dentistry. Here's a flash news. I'm no longer studying there. I know the first thing that pops out in your head will be "WHYYYYY". Yes. Well. That one is hard to answer. I cannot simply write a statement here because it's complicated. But I can tell you this. If you want to know more, then you can ask me directly. Face to face. Whatsapp. Or anything. Just don't make me write publicly.

So, I guess that is the one chance that I got to make a new start.

I think I'm gonna write about a place that I went with 3 other friends before we returned to Malaysia for good. Doa-doa la aku rajin taip hahahaha.

Okay.

Yours truly,
Mierah Aziz

Not yet a dentist, but already a proud one-to-be.

Hello Jakarta!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. and hai gaiz. It has been a while, it has been a while.


So today, I would like to officially state that I am doing my undergraduate study in Universitas Trisakti, Jakarta (along with Shafiqah, Mubin, Bella, Nadh, Bee, Mak [bukan nama sebenar] dan Afi).

The Squad

Because synchroners everywhere lol

We arrived in Jakarta on 23rd August 2016. We were welcomed by a few people from Universitas Trisakti (Usakti) and from MARA Indonesia.

Sekejap je naik flight pun. Hahahaha.

 Okay, let's talk about Jakarta first.

1. Jakarta's streets always have heavy traffic. A 10-minute-journey can take 30 minutes. Kalau kat Malaysia, kita panggil jam. Diorang panggil macet. Jakarta's drivers' driving skills are on the next level, you know. Kalau la diorang bawa kereta macam ni kat Malaysia, aku rasa habis kena maki hamun dengan Malaysians haha. When walking at their streets, the thing you need to do is just keep on walking. The cars will stop to allow you pass them. Seriously.

The jalan is soooo macet *sigh*

2. Indonesia has cheap goods. FALSE! Reset your mind guys. I don't know about other parts of Indonesia, but Jakarta has high living cost. Barang masak mahal. Makanan mahal. Baju mahal. Rumah mahal. Lagi mahal daripada duk Kuala Lumpur. I'm not over-exaggerating things because we cried our hearts out whenever we went to buy things that we need. Or maybe we still don't know where to buy cheap goods. I don't know haha.

Next, let's talk about Universitas Trisakti.

1. Usakti is the best private university for dentistry in Indonesia. The campus is clean and adequate. The facilities are awesome. Right, so i don't know what to talk anymore about the university. Haha.

Fakultas Kedokteran Gigi uolls

Moving on. The FOOD.

When we first arrived in Jakarta, I couldn't really eat their food. I would only eat a little. Because then, I would feel like vomiting (and I did, once). I guess, that's because I was still trying to adapt to their food. I didn't get diarrhea tho, which is yeay. After a while, I can eat normally.

Gambar lawa mcm ni mubin la yang snap

I've tried bakmi. It's noodles with soup, chilli paste, ketchup and dumplings. It tasted delicious. Aku makan sampai habis kot which is very surprising. lol.

I've tried bakso. Bella's uncle said the bakso is called bakso malang. And I don't know why but okay. Bakso contains meatballs, dumplings, soup and you can add chilli paste. The bakso that we tried also tasted delicious. And not to forget, cheap. lols.

Next, I've eaten nasi padang. Nasi padang is like nasi berlauk. It has white rice and you can choose which dishes you want to eat with eat. The one that we ordered, tasted decent. When I say decent, it means that I can still eat it lol.

And not to forget, Indonesia's famous alpukat jus or avocado juice. I'm not a fan of this juice but my friends like it a lot. So, yeah.

What we have next? Um... Ah yes, we went to Malaysian Hall in Indonesia. Oh god, I like going there, because I feel so close to home. People speaks bahasa melayu everywhere. Hoho. So the other day, on 31th August, we had our Independence Day celebration there. We were served with Malaysian cuisines. Got nasi lemak wehhhhhh rindu namatey. Got teh tarik, kuih lapis, kuey tiawwww and etc. Very malaysian. Then, there was a lot of malaysian kids everywhere (because they needed to make an opening performance earlier that day). I felt like kidnapping those kids because they were so adoghableeeeee.

At Kedutaan Besar Malaysia

Dengan hakak polis tau

I guess, this is it then. I'm too lazy to write longer. Ape2 roger kay.

Bai,
Mierah Aziz.

Untitled :)

Hallu blog~

Lama dah tak update.

Rasa macam lama sangat dah tak menulis.

So, today, got few stories to tell

1. Mirah sambung belajar kat Indon.

Alhamdulillah, Mirah akhirnya dah dpt placement utk study setelah berbulan-bulan cuti. Cuti panjang sangat pon x best jgak klu tak produktif. Macam Rasya ni haaa. So, goodluck lah kat sana. Ingat pesan mak ni, ingat niat nak belajar betul2. InsyaAllah semua urusan dipermudahkan.

Go Dr Amirah!

2. Cuti dah nak habis!!!!
 
The best part of cuti is that rasa boleh enjoy membuang masa. Srius talk. Kalau macam dekat Uni, selalunya kejar masa dan kurangkan masa tak berkualiti. Rasa macam lajuuu jer masa berjalan. Kat rumah, kita relax2 jer. Buat benda yang susah nak buat waktu belajar. Contohnya, kurangkan caffein.
Detox kan semua caffein dlm badan tu. Hari tu waktu study week dah macam zombie dah.

Bila duduk rumah lama2 ni kan, ada lah jugak fikir apa yang kita patut baiki utk next sem sebab result sem baru2 ni, x de lah teruk sangat and x de lah okay sangat. Mungkin sebab sebelum ni pernah dapat teruk lagi.

Kalau yang dapat result "teruk" tu, percayalah yang ia akan membuatkan hampa rasa nak berusaha lebih. Yang penting, jangan duduk dalam comfort zone. Sebab boleh melalaikan. Note to myself.

Kalau ada yang waktu cuti ni tak belajar sangat, jangan risau. Enjoy every moment yang ada dengan family. Bak kata Dr Muhaya, elakkan manusia yang menyesal pasal masa lalu dan risau akan masa depan. Walhal masa sekarang ni yang berkuasa. Note to myself too.

Nah, lanje gambar Rizqy satu

Lots of love, RASYA

Parenting

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. and hello everyone.

Since I have sort of a lot of free time for a few months, I think will keep updating this blog. This is actually my essay that I submitted to my teacher given the topic 'Parenting'. I have this one in my laptop, so I thought I should just post it here. Hehe. Read it and don't forget to give your opinion in the comment section! I would love to read it ;)

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The beautiful part of growing up is that you finally understood what your parents have taught you when you were a kid. I remember when my mother tried to make me do the house chores, I used to feel very burdened to do so. As time passed by, I have become a very independent person and I am very grateful for my mother and what she had taught me. I believe that development of a child must be the main focus of parenting because what one learn when he is young is what he will apply when he grow up.

Parents play a very crucial role in their children’s life. Our young generation is important to our country’s future and they are particularly moulded by their parents. To have skilful and highly independent generation, their parents must teach them since they are young. Parents can shower them with love, but not to the extent of pampering them. They should let their children feel failure but they need to give unconditional motivation and support towards their children. By doing so, a child can learn on its own and can become independent.

Overprotective parents might hinder their children’s learning ability. It is not a worrisome when the children are still living their parents, however the after-effect of parenting to the children when they grow up can be worrying. When the children grow up and have their own family, they will find it difficult to handle the marriage on their own. This might as well lead to neglection of their family. The situation is the same when at work. If a worker is too dependent on others, he might get left out, hence lowering his own motivation.

In a conclusion, parents should know their role in teaching their children and let them be independent. This is, of course, for their own sake. Reflecting back to the way my mother used to teach me, I now understand why it is very important to do the housework.

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My IB exam result will be out in a few days time. Do pray for me, everyone!

Mierah Aziz.

Movie Review: Our Times

The picture does not belong to me.

"We play the broken string of our instruments one last time" - Quentin Jacobsen, Paper Towns.



I know it is already late to make a review on this movie but whatever, I'll just post it anyway.

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Do you ever feel tired of romance movies with almost same story line available in the market? Me too, until recently, a friend of mine suggested a movie which I found very fresh. In my opinion, this movie deserves to be watched by every walk of life who has been longing to breathe a new air of romance movie.

Our Times, a Taiwan movie, has truly, truly touched my heart and extraordinarily funny. The main character, named Lin Truly (played by Vivian Sung), is a below average high school girl, likes a boy, Ouyang Extraordinary, who is totally an opposite of her. He’s the top student, handsome and of course, very famous. Thanks to a chain letter, Lin Truly gains a new ‘friend’, named Hsu Taiyu (acted by Ta Lu Wang). However, almost like Choi Young Do in one of the most famous Korean dramas The Heirs, Hsu Taiyu is a bully. He is actually the head of a gangster group in the school.

Along the movie, Lin gets to know Hsu Taiyu and even starts to slowly fall for him as she sees another side of him. Sadly, Lin finds out that Hsu Taiyu likes Tao Minmin, a sort-of female version of Ouyang. She’s pretty, smart and everyone’s favourite. However, a conflict arises when Ouyang starts to like Lin Truly. At a point, Lin realized that she must let her love be known. But the question is, will she choose Ouyang whom she has crush since forever or will she fight for Hsu Taiyu even though she knows he likes someone else?

Unlike Indonesia’s Remember When love triangle drama, it manages to remind us back our high school times. When we fought for what we believe, even though our adults’ views were completely different. When we had good laughs with our bestfriends, even though our minds felt like exploding. They all blended in.

Other than that, I also like the script in the movie. The one I remember the most is when Lin Truly tells Hsu Taiyu that “If a girl says that she is fine, she is not”. I hate it how the scriptwriters managed to produce accurate and relatable lines. But I guess that what makes the movie very close to my heart.

With well-written script, backed with very touching songs and a great line of actors, this movie should be everyone’s favourite. Congratulations to the whole production team. I am amazed.

Tell us what you think about the movie in the comment section below!

Mierah Aziz.

5 minutes expression

I want to inspire people. I want someone to look at me and say, " Because of you, I dint give up"

Oh my, this caption really touches my heart.

Can I be someone's inspiration?
In what aspect?
Is it possible?

I cant take care of myself but then I want to help other people? Hehh, just forget about it.
But I do enjoy when people share their problems with me. Just listen and learn from their story.
People can give advice but the best support is through actions.

Start from basic, I really need to put myself together now. Have a stable spiritual and emotional status.

Just remember how stupid I am during my highschool. Do I really want to repeat the same mistakes?

I got goals. The reasons for me to stay strong in facing this life. I need to be strong. The people wont be nice as you thought they will be.

I got friends, here in USM but they are just friends. Yes, indeed I can learn a lot about their personality, behaviour etc but.........it is not the same. Friends who really can accept my flaws. Friends that I can really trust with all my heart. Although now i have problems in trusting people.

Most importantly, I need to trust myself. How can people trust you if you dont trust urself? Be someone with 'hati kering', taking care of others nicely although they treat you like shits. Be a person people wont forget. Can you do it?

I guess there is more to come. You are just being childlish. Please start growing up Rasya.

RASYA FARHANAH

Inferno by Dan Brown

Assalamualaikum and good day everyone.

This time around I'm gonna share with you guys a quote I stumbled upon while reading The Inferno by Dan Brown.

"The human mind has a primitive ego defense mechanism that negates all realities that produce too much stress for the brain to handle. It's called denial." - Sienna Brooks, a fictional character in Inferno by Dan Brown.

Contoh mudah ialah tidur. Siapa boleh jamin sebelum dia tidur, dia akan bangun esok hari? Jam loceng yang dikunci itu menunjukkan suatu pengharapan kepada hari esok. Biar mati itu pasti, tapi oleh kerana kita tidak tahu bila ia akan berlaku, we're in denial. We set alarm to wake up because we can deny the fact that we might die in our sleep. Maka pengharapan dan penafian wujud dalam masa yang sama. Jika tiada penafian, mungkin kita tidak akan tidur pun.

Dan Brown is one of my favorite authors (not that I have many since I'm not really an avid reader). I like the way he puts his words. I also like the way he included history in his books. I like facts (doesn't mean I'm good at memorizing them), so his books kinda drawn me to it. I guess that's all.

Yours truly,
Mierah aziz.

P/s: psssttt I have Instagram account now. Do follow me at @mierahaziz_ . See ya ;)

Why you should start speaking in English.

"Allah honors every child of Adam, who are we to look down on others?" - Nouman Ali Khan.

Assalamualaikum wbt and hello :)

So today I’m going to talk about my English.

I was a student of SK Zainab 1. As for English and science subjects, well sometimes maths, my teachers always used English as their primary teaching language. And some of my friends already could speak in English very fluently at that time.

According to my English subject grades, my English was not bad at all. Well, my writing English. But, I had a problem when it came down to my speaking English.

Honestly, I didn’t do much talking in English – and I admit, I regretted it. Another way of putting this is I didn’t practice to speak in English.

I had joined a few English-related activities such as storytelling & choral speaking. My pronunciation was great at that time – well, I mean you won’t be hearing my kelatenese accent getting mixed up with my English accent.

But why this girl who has good grade in English and good pronunciation did not practice to speak in English?

Aha!

Because I was scared. I was embarrassed. I was shy. I did not have confidence. Funny *roll eyes*.

When I was in MRSM Pengkalan Chepa (always PC lols), I found out that the learning environment there was very English.

We had morning calls every weekday mornings. The emcee spoke in English. The teachers who spoke during the morning calls also used English. I was at awe (this was when I was in form 4).

Then, I got to know a few of my batchmates & seniors who can speak in English like how most of us can speak in Malay. They were awesome.

But, but, nahh I still won’t speak in English at that time. Every time my teachers told my classmate and I to do presentation in English, I always managed to escape somehow. I know right? I’m good at escaping. Lols.

So, basically, my speaking English was terrible.

Coming to Kolej MARA Banting (KMB) did make me nervous. Why? Because these people are no joke. If in PC, there were only several people who can speak English very, very, very well (note how many ‘very’ I put there), KMB has lots of them. It would be a humiliation if you do not know how to speak in English – like this person here: ME!

Ye laa… dah interview pun in English. And kitorang mmg akan fly ke Anglophone countries. So, yeah, most of them can speak in English very well.

Here, we are needed to make a lot of presentations. Also, we have a lot of activities that require everyone to speak in English, such as Interactive Oral Presentation, also known as IOP.

Aha!

When I was in my 1^st semester, we did a debate. Well, the format was like a debate but we called it 'discussion'.

I’m used to debat, as I was a pendebat myself, but to debat in English was pretty much scary.

Rinduuuuuuuuuuuuu. Hai Hadi XD

But then, I needed to do it anyway. So I pushed myself to speak in English. It went okay (no it’s not).

Now, I can actually speak in English. Even though there’ll be a few errors at times, but I’m feeling comfortable of using it. And I guess, that's the most important thing for me.

So here are a few lessons I've learnt:

1. PRACTICE!

You need to be braaaaaaaaaaave and practice using English. It’s okay if you have grammatical errors here and there, you’ll get better after a while. Alah kamon la, even bahasa melayu pun, siapa yang boleh jamin yang dia bercakap tanpa kesalahan tatabahasa? ;)

2. Be confident.

3. Don’t mind people who judge you.

Actually, I haven’t met someone who is cynical about me speaking in English. People around me always don’t mind me trying. Some of them even gave me support. And some even waited for me to finish my sentence regardless how hard it was for me to do it.

4. Don’t give up trying.

Because the outcome is satisfying.

Oh oh I just got to tell you this. Have you ever heard of Adele's new song entitled Hello? I like this one cover made by Leroy Sanchez. His voice is pretty amazing. You should listen to it. Lol.

Well that’s it folks. Thanks for reading.

Much love,

Mierah Aziz.

P/s: Will be having 3rd semester exams starting next week. Pray for me! Also, I'm officially a mak cik. Lol. Got 2 nephews yesterday... they are twins!

Footnote: other than at schools, I did not grow up in english speaking environment. So this means a lot for me. And I just want to give support to those people who would like to try speaking in english. Huhu.

thoughts

hey
I'm writing this one
as I pause from doing my work
because I have no idea how to explain on positioning map
yes
it's a business management thing
cause i'm doing my extended essay in business
extended essay is some sort of mini thesis
you need to do research
on whatever subject you choose
i have works
lots of them
yet i choose to write this
because i want to share with you
how miserable my mind is
i think a lot
but i express little
only if you can read my mind
i'm sure you're going to be mad
because i think not only about my studies
also about the world
about humans
about you
about life
about how everything works
and why it doesn't
about the reason of your smile
and the reason of your lie
maybe you can say i like to judge people
but i can assure you
i'm not bad in judging
because i'm quite sensitive
especially to little, little things
things that people overlook
yes
i can see your sadness behind your smile
i can see the truth behind your lie
maybe because i can empathize you
or maybe because i'm just full of myself
being too ignorant and too proud of myself
to even to look at the truth
but still
what is truth anyway
man, look at what TOK has done to me
well, truth can be relative
truth can be anything
truth can be you
but nah
let's talk about sky
i haven't seen a clear sky ever since the haze started
it's a sad thing, you know
haze, haze,
the damage is done
wear mask
stay indoors
well,
that's what my sisters told me
wear mask
stay indoors
can I go to Hogwarts now?
i'd like to learn how to make a patronus charm
had to google the word 'patronus'
because I mispelled it as 'patronas'
haha funny
can I go to Hogwarts now?
i'd like to learn how to make a feather fly
or riding a broomstick
that would be fun
i can ride broomstick to kelantan
don't have to buy flight tickets anymore
expensive
very expensive
feel dizzy yet?
reading my thoughts?
yeah
told you
i can go from one topic to another really fast
i forgot to time myself
how long it takes to write this
okay
back to reality
gotta do my homework now
because it doesn't know how to do it by itself
oh well
goodnight.

-written straight from my mind, not edited except to correct some grammar errors-

Yayayaya

Assalamualaikum and hyep

Honestly, rindu sangat2 dengan kawan2 UM. Even since day 1 masuk orientasi, selalu dah compare UM dengan USM. Kira macam tak rela sangat lah masuk USM. Dah lah duduk tingkat atas sekali. Habis naik muscle kaki I (lol). Berat hati sangat macam lagu "separuh jiwaku pergi" tuuu but then apa yang kita tak suka tu mungkin baik untuk kita. Kan kan kan.

Sekarang dah masuk blok ketiga belajar which means that dah 7 minggu di USM sejak hari mendaftar. So far, life in USM okay lah. Okay2 jer. Tapi hari demi hari makin gembira sebab makin dapat ramai kawan. Makin expose dengan hidup kelate ni. Yes kena admit lah yang ore kelate ni ada jah baik dengan buruknya.

But let me highlight things that make me unhomesick here in USM Kube Kerie

1) Roomates gilas
Alhamdulillah sangat dapat roomate yang gila, bukan gila macam kat rumah bahagia tu tapi gila as in bising2. Jap, ada lah jugak sikit2 ciri2 orang gila di rumah bahagia. Bahaha. Tpi diorang ni bukan bising2 saje. Bila study jer fokus sangat. Sya yang dalam bilik tu pon dah menggeletaq sebab rasa paling malaih study. Setakat ni happy jer hidup dengan diorang. Tak ada lagi episod drama tv3: hidupku seperti bunga layu di tasik madu (sape yang pergi mbb rekreasi faham)

from left: imamah, rini and fariha

2)Senior baik2
Ni serius betol. Waktu first masuk dulu senior Pasum med even belanja kitaorg makan kfc. hewhew.  Seronok lah kan orang belanja. Lepas tu dapat tips2 berguna lagi. Berkurang lah homesicknya walaupun home tak beberapa nak jauh sangat. Most of senior Pasum Med pon orang hebat2. Pegang jawatan besar2 macam mpp, vice , pres itu ini. Macam wow jugaklah sebab diorg boleh manage masa dengan mantop. (Thumbs up)

candid

3)Kos sara hidup murah
Ni paling bersyukur. Seperti yang semua tahu, kat sini tak de lah wayang, mall2 yang grand meletop kebabom tu. Kat sini ada mydin jer haaaa. Haha. Okaylah kan daripada tak de pape. Kiranya lokasi USM ni membangun lah jugak. Banyak deretan kedai. Pizza Hut, Domino, KFC, Secret Recipe, Coolblog etc. Kira banyak jugak duit tu habis kat makanan and benda yang paling menyinari hidup student USM untuk satu minggu tu adalah pasar malam hari jumaat (lol. ye ke?) Pasar malam kot. Bau2 menusuk oesophagus. Makanan kat sini pon murah. Satu hari tu memang boleh sangat nak budget rm5 jer. Huihui.

InsyaAllah lah boleh survive di Kelate dengan selamat (Weyyh, macam nak pergi perang). Kat sini pon banyak program dan mostly program2 yang ada memang menjaga batas antara lelaki pompuan. That's a very good thing lah. Haa, ada  sorang kakak senior cakap macam ni, "Awak mungkin tak suka awal2 kat Kelantan ni sebab tak biasa tapi lama2 nanti awak akan rasa duduk sini rasa tenang sangat" Kita tunggu dan lihat kayy.

All in all, Kelantan and USM is not as bad as I thought before. (Cehh, mcm x pernah duduk Kelantan) Im looking forward for more great memories.

saje pinjam gambar Lingesh sat

p/s: Doakan Sya dapat mengharungi hidup sebagai seorang  pelajar perubatan dan Mierah untuk cekal menyelesaikan assignmentnya yang bertimbun timbun :)

Just sharing my 2 cents
Raja Syazwani

The Awful Truth

Assalamualaikum and hello. Good day to everyone.

So, I came across a tweet regarding interview and exam results. Well, I think I should give my opinion on this matter. Here it goes. Bismillah.

The awful truth is no matter how good you are in extra co curricular activities during high school, your exam results matter most. All those extra things you do are nothing if your results are bad.

You must put your academic achievements as your priority.

HOWEVER,

It's okay if you like to do sports or involve in public speaking or any other extra co curricular activities. It's fine! These things will build up your skills and it's gonna be useful in the future.

But, you really need to work hard in your studies too.

You see, nowadays, there are a lot of people who manage to get straight A's in SPM. For scholarship sponsors, of course they would prioritize those with straight A's (I'm not saying that you can't get a scholarship if you have a B etc, it depends on the course that you want).

So, when is the 'future' I said earlier?

After they sort students with good results, only then they will be looking at your skills, usually by interviewing you. If you have great communication skills or great social skills, that would be awesome.

In the end of the day, you need to have a good result first, then everything else will fit in.

But also, in the end of the day, rezeki Allah yang bagi, siapa yang tahu. Doa, usaha, tawakkal. If it is meant for you, then it will be yours no matter what.

My advice, play hard and work hard. If you spend a lot of time playing, then you should spend an equal amount of time on studying and working.

The truth is, throughout my years in high school, my exam results were not that good. But, I was satisfied somehow and I still am. Probably because I participated in extra activities a lot. I gained a lot from it. I also had fun doing all the things I did. And alhamdulillah, I'm not regretting it.

And alhamdulillah, my spm results were not that bad.

Hm kalau mak cik nak bebel pasal ni panjang ni. Hahaha.

Yang penting;

USAHA DOA TAWAKKAL.

May Allah bless us all. Amiin.

By,
Mierah Aziz

Dah ada kat kelantaaaan. Wuhuuuuu ;)

Movie Spoilers

Assalamualaikum and good day everyone.

I know the API readings are not good lately, so take care of yourself and drink a lot of water. You too, rasya.

-WARNING: THIS POST MIGHT CONTAIN SPOILERS YOU DON'T WANT TO READ-

One of the most anticipated movies this year was out a few days ago.

THE MAZE RUNNER: THE SCORCH TRIAL.

I like this movie. However, I'm not gonna give you a review on that movie sbb mirah pun tak tengok lagi. Haha.

So, ape yg spoilernya? Haaa..

As I was scrolling Twitter, I read these replies... and I think I want to share it with you guys. Lols. Read the replies if you feel like it. But pls, ignore the swear words.

Hujung minggu ni balik. Yeayyy tak sabar.

That's all,
Mierah Aziz.

Currently.

"Letting go is okay" - anonymous.

Assalamualaikum and hello readers. Hi. Yes, it’s me, mieeerah.

IDK but I feel like writing something on my blog these days, so here it goes.

Warning: May contain rants and probably a waste of time for you to read. But, if you’re still reading this, I really appreciate it.

I’m currently in my third semester in IB program. So far, it’s hectic. Sometimes it feels like the time is moving too fast and I’m not doing anything. Do you get that feeling? When you have a lot of assignments to do, but you just don’t have enough time to do it.

However, I do think that it’s my fault. I’m not working hard enough. I pamper myself too much. Some people do their work diligently, way way diligently, that they don’t even bother to have enough sleep.

Me? I drank coffee and still able to sleep. Hah.

Okay, I know, not having enough sleep is not okay and the lesser time you spend on sleeping doesn’t make you a diligent person. It all depends on quality. But still, I think I have been wasting my time for this few weeks and it sucks.

Apart from me not being diligent, I also bought a book. Yeay. What book? Haaa… remember EnglishJer? I sent my short story to him for the HundredHundred event held last June at Publika. Guess what? He compiled all the poems and short stories meant for the event and made a book out of it. Yes, that book.

I can’t wait to see it. Really.

Last few weeks, I met my senior and my beloved chemistry teacher. They came to Kolej MARA Banting.

My senior came here because he wanted to take his examination results or something. He’s already in Ireland. It was good to talk to him because he experienced IB himself and actually survived.

Yes, we often refer past IB students as survivors. Haha.

Later on, my chemistry teacher, Teacher Aida came. We didn’t have time to speak long because I had classes to attend to but her advice was great. Simple, yet brilliant. It reminded me of my time in MRSM Pengkalan Chepa, which was great.

It felt nice to meet them. It’s like a motivation for me to stay alive and work hard to survive this IB program.

See the terms I use? Stay alive and survive. Haha.

Also, a few weeks back, my fellow taekwondo team and I helped my instructor to organize a taekwondo tournament. I had the chance to be a referee. It was brilliant. I have never imagined myself being one.

Oh and the tournament  was meant for kindergarten kids. They were so cuuuuuuute. Like really really cute.

On top of everything, I think I really admired their determination.  They were full of spirit and yeah, it was fun to watch them.

Hm, what else.

IDK, I just want to go home right now.

And I’m hungry.

I think that’s basically it. My life. Assignments, school, extra co curricular activities and pain.

Do pray for me please.

May Allah grant us his blessings. Amiin.

Yours truly,

Makcik Mirah.

To Rasya:

Good luck in USM. Love you. Hehe.

Throwback sikit2

Bila yang tertulis untukku 

adalah yang terbaik untukmu

kan ku jadikan kau kenangan

yang terindah dalam hidupku

Kenangan Terindah- Samson

Assalamualaikum and hyep.

Sya tengok balik album lama2 kan. Haha. Macam nak gelak, nangis, malu dan etc. Semua ada. Tapi mostly banyak rindu dan menyesal sebab tak menghargai detik2 yang ada.

Kembali kepada zaman sekolah rendah dulu sampai lah masuk asasi. Banyak lah benda yang belajar dari orang2 yang dah Sya jumpa. 

Sya pernah jumpa pompuan yang cantik sangat tapi perasaan diva

Sya pernah jumpa orang yang hati kering gila2 sampai tak kesah orang cakap apa pon kat dia

Sya pernah orang yang berani sangat sampai lawan cikgu dan tipu nombor telefon ayah dia depan2

Sya pernah jumpa orang yang nampak macam tak tahu apa2 tapi masyaAllah, sangat berkarisma

Sya pernah jumpa orang yang banyak cakap tapi malas buat kerja

banyak lagi lah

Most importantly, Sya jumpa kenalan, kawan dan sahabat.

Tiga perkataan berbeza yang mempunyai maksud yang lebih kurang sama tapi nilai sentimen yang sangat ketara. 

No need to elaborate on that because everyone has their on definition. It is subjective. 

Tanpa disedari, umur ni dah makin meningkat. Biarlah orang cakap baru 19 tahun tapi rasanya 19 tahun hidup ni, ada buat sesuatu yang berguna tak untuk saham diri dunia akhirat? Allah tak janji nak hidupkan diri ini sampai 91 tahun tapi kenapa masih leka dengan semua keseronokan di dunia?

Harapnya bila tinggal selama 5 tahun nanti di negeri serambi Makkah, hati akan lebih terbuka untuk tinggalkan perkara lagha.

Okay, back to the topic. Bukannya nak berletiaq panjang pon cuma nak mengimbas memori lalu. Nanti dah tua2, baca balik blog ni mesti gelak sorang2. 

this is soooo innocent

kita blurr2 kan sikit sebab kitaorg mmg blurr

mock iv 

this is when diorg sanggup tunggu sampai petang sebab wani tinggal sorg2

BETA

p/s: untuk BETA, wani nak mintak maaf sangat2 sebab wani rasa bila conduct choir tu, wani cepat marah. Korg je lah yg sabar dengan wani. Heee, thx for that. 

ehhh, sape kena denda tu???
hehehe *evil face*

mat ri ye!

geng seni yang cun lagi hot. haha
p/s: seni ke????

my one and only Mierah Aziz 

thx korg belanja makan. laen kali buat lagi. >.<

zee--haishh--tuhh
untk sem 1

ekss--haishhh--tuuh
untuk sem 2

its halim's fault the girls look so short esp me. Haish

#menantupilihanmakawak
haha

Kami memang kuat makan

Systole Diastole
My up and down during PASUM

asmidar
sebab gmbr dia tak der kat atas

last event/khidmat di UM as a fasilitator pelajar

Haha. Banyak gambar. Rinduu bila tengok gaambar2 ni. Harap nanti boleh jumpa lagi jodoh yang baik2. Thanks for the memories either good or bad. I really appreciate it.

Sape2 yang mengenali diri ini, Raja/Rasya/Wani/Kaklong mohon ampun banyak2. Seriusly, kalau tak puas hati ke apa, just PM me directly. I want to be a better person.

Byep

by RAJA SYAZWANI